This week something momentous happened in my life. This week I truly revisited my choices concerning my diet and made, what I consider to be, a very impactful decision about it. This was not a decision that I arrived at lightly, it was the result of careful research and personal feelings, as well as the positive effects it would have on my overall health and well being. This week I chose to eat meat for the first time in about thirteen-years. I have decided to become an omnivore and give up my long-standing status of vegetarian, at least for the time being. My reasons for taking on this new change spawn from years of study on the subject of whether vegan/vegetarianism is superior or inferior to an omnivorous lifestyle. I have read many books, articles, and websites on this subject and it is definitely a two way street! I have ferociously defended my vegetarian lifestyle for years and I have found that many others take the same stance as I did. I have also found that many people defend and promote the omnivorous lifestyle and its benefits to health and well being. The arguments are sound and just from both sides of the fence and until further scientific fact can be produced, the decision based on what is actually better for us, as human beings, must be a personal choice.
I was a child of about thirteen when I decided to give up meat completely. I based this decision on the fact that I did not like to eat meat, not because I knew about factory farming methods or the practice of injecting animals with hormones so that they had more meat on their bones for us to eat, or that something called pink slime existed in our beef patties... No, I was too young and naive. My father would wait for me to pick out something about my meat every mealtime, so I think he might have been relieved when I told him I wanted to become a vegetarian! My family was very good about accepting my choice, well my two older sisters had both been vegetarians before I had chosen this so perhaps it was not wholly unexpected. So the years went on and I stood fast, eventually I gave in and began eating seafood again. I began to call myself a "pesci-vegetarian" which means that I ate some seafood, but not other animals.
I began to really consider eating meat again after my eldest sister sent me a blog written by a former vegan turned omnivore. I read through it and was really shocked by how much her health improved when she began eating meat again. Now I am not a strict vegan, I eat some animal products, however due to my being lactose intolerant my dairy consumption had gone way down. My relationship with eggs has always been a bit up and down, some weeks I want an egg every day and others I can't stand the thought of eating one! In any case, reading this blog really got me thinking about my own life and how I feel on a day to day basis. I want to make something clear here, I did not decide to eat meat based on the declarations of one woman through her blog, lets just say that years of research into the subject and then reading this, well it was a sort of tipping point for me.
I have taken time and truly reflected on my overall health and come to see that I am experiencing many health issues including a great deal of fatigue, digestion issues, frequent headaches that don't seem to go away no matter what I do, anxiety and brain fog. These are symptoms that have been happening more and more frequently over the past year or two and it got to the point where I had to step up and say what on earth is causing this? Through my research I have found that the symptoms, as well as many others more severe, are in fact common in long term vegans and vegetarians. I have also learned that many of these issues tend to diminish after the continual consumption of animal products and meat. I believe that it is simply my time to once again eat meat, for the sake of my overall well-being and health.
I feel at peace with this decision. Since I am able to purchase locally raised, free-range and antibiotic free meat I can feel good about what I am eating and nourishing my body with. I will however vehemently pass up on engorged, hormone filled, antibiotic pumped, packed in tiny cages animal product. I have learned that there is an ethical way to feed our meat eating habits and there is a completely unethical way, I will continue to support ethical ways till the end.
My first meal as an omnivore was very lackluster! On our way back from an appointment, my husband and I stopped at our favorite alternative food stores to get lunch. There in the sandwich basket was a free range, antibiotic free turkey curry meatloaf sandwich... I have been telling myself for several weeks now that I am going to eat meat! However, after years of the same diet it is quite easy to just let another day go by without changing it up. I probably wouldn't have bought that sandwich if my husband wasn't there to persuade me otherwise! So it was time, I had the sandwich in my hands, it actually smelled delicious but it was difficult, to say the least, to make the final move. It wasn't that I was afraid of the physical side effects from not eating meat for so many years, it was a mental roadblock that I came up against in those few minutes before I actually took the bite. Most people who read this won't understand, however I have spent the majority of my remembered life not eating animal meat and to all of a sudden change that is very unsettling.
I almost chickened out. Perhaps a dozen thoughts crossed my mind before I took the plunge: this is an animal! was definitely the worst of those thoughts, but I knew that I had to do it. It all starts with a bite. One bite and it would get easier from there. It did, get easier that is. I managed to eat almost all of my turkey meatloaf sandwich. I kept expecting my body to violently react to the meat in my system, but nothing happened. My body didn't hate that meat being in it! Thus it begins, my journey into the world of omnivores. My hopes are that it will be an enlightening journey, one in which I will see many health improvements! Wish me luck, I will keep you all informed of how things are going and of course I will always remember to share any yummy recipes I try!
Until then.
- Night Owl Gal